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| TAMARA ZARAH WILMAS SEPT 16 1988-DEC 28 1989 | |||||||||||||||||
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TAMARA WAS A DARLING 15 MO OLD LITTLE GIRL. WHO AT THE HANDS OF ANOTHER HER LIFE WAS TAKEN AWAY. WE WILL MISS HER SHE WAS THE APPLE OF MANY PEOPLES EYE AND LOVED LIFE. A VERY CHEERFUL LIL GIRL. THE STORY. I WAS OUT ON A DATE ONE NIGHT AND THE BABYSITTER I HAD TOOK HER LIFE. WHY I DONT KNOW HE JUST DID HE SPENT 7 YEARS IN PRISON ON A 10 YEAR SENTENCE AND IS BACK ON THE STREETS. ILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE HURT OTHERS IT EFFECTED SO MANY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. AS MANY IN MY FRIENDS LIFE. AS THE YEARS GROW WE MISS HER BUT TIME HEALS ONE DAY ILL WRITE A BOOK ON THIS IT WOULD BE A MILLION PAGES. BUT FOR NOW JUST THE FACTS. LIFE WITHOUT THE ONES WE LOVE IS A HARD THING IN ITS SELF. PEOPLE SAY TO ME SHARON HOW DO YOU DO IT. WELL THERE IS BUT ONE AND ONLY ONE SOURCE OF STRENGTH I HAVE AND ITS CALLED . GODS GRACE.PUT IT THIS WAY WHEN TAMARA WAS KILLED I WAS ALL ALONE, SURE MY CHILDREN WERE THERE BUT MY TAMARA WAS GONE. IT WAS SO PAINFUL THAT I COULD ONLY DO ONE OF TWO THINGS I COULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF AND THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO SELFISH SINCE I HAD OTHER CHILDREN AND PEOPLE IN MYLIFE WHO CARED FOR ME . OR I COULD HAVE LIFTED MY VOICE TO GOD WHO I ALSO KNEW LOVED ME SO I FELL ON MY FACE BEFORE GOD AND ASKED FOR FORGIVENESS.AND TOLD MY FATHER I NEEDED HIS HANDS TO CARRY ME CAUSE I COULD'NT DO IT. AND HE LIFTED ME.THE PAIN OF GOING THROUGH THE TRIAL. THE PAIN OF THIS PERSON WHOM I TRUSTED WITH MY PRECIOUS GIFTS GOD GAVE ME. WAS JUST THE BEGINING OF A LIFE FULL OF PAIN THAT WAS SO CONSUMEING. THAT IT WOULD TAKE A GOD OF MERCY TO GET ME THROUGH.THE STORY WILL BE VERY LONG SO ILL STOP HERE FOR NOW AND HOPEFULLY BY NEXT TIME ILL HAVE THE STORY UP HERE. THANKS FOR VISITING TAMARA'S PAGE AND GOD BLESS.. | ||||||||||||||||
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MY CHILDREN LIZ AGE 16 WAS 8 AT THE TIME OF TAMARA'S DEATH AND PICKED HER SISTER UP AND CARRIED HER NEXT DOOR TO MY SISTERS HOUSE WHERE THEY CALLED 911 AND WAS ABLE TO REACH ME TOMMY NOW 10 WAS 2 AT THE TIME AND THEY BOTH SUFFER FROM PTSD THE PAIN OF WATCHING THEM SUFFER HAS BROUGHT SO MUCH PAIN TO ME BUT WE HAVE BEEN ABLE TO GROW FROM THIS. JULIE IS A NEW GAL SHE IS 6 NOW AND WAS NOT THERE WHEN TAMARA WAS ALIVE BUT LOVES HER LIKE SHE KNEW HER . HER MEMORY IN OUR LIFES HAVE BEEN A GREAT REWARD WHAT WE ARE DOING IS MAKING DOLLS TO GIVE TO SICK ABUSED AND HOMELESS CHILDREN WE ARE DOING THIS IS TAMARA'S NAME. WE ARE IN NEED OF DOLL PATTERNS,FABRIC,ANIMAL PATTERNS.ANYTHING THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEND WILL BE A BLESSING. IM GONNA TRY AND MAKE A DOLL THAT LOOKS LIKE TAMARA.DOING THIS HAS BEEN SUCH A BLESSING TO ME AND BEING ABLE TO BLESS OTHERS IS ALSO A BLESSING TO ME. IF YOU CAN HELP WITH ANYTHING THAT WE NEED PLEASE EMAIL ME AT THE ADDRESS BELOW AND ILL GIVE YOU MY HOME ADDRESS.WE WILL BE PLACEING ALL THE DOLLS WE MAKE ON TAMARA'S PAGE AT A LATER DATE . THANKS SO MUCH AND GOD BLESS YOU. | ||||||||||||||||
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CURTIS IS MY GUY HE IS A BLESSING FROM GOD ABOVE .HE IS GONNA BE MY 4TH HUSBAND AND A VERY STRONG AND LOYAL MAN HE LOVES ME EVEN IF I DO HAVE MANY PROBLEMS HE MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING AND I LOVE HIM DEEPLY HE SUPPORTS ME AND UNDERSTANDS ME ATTENDS MEETING WITH ME AND IS THE BEST AT ALL HE DOES I FEEL SO LOVED BY HIM. I HAVE GREAT AND MANY FRIENDS ON THE WEB FROM THE DOLL EMAIL LIST IM ON A GREAT FRIEND NAMED FAITH ,AND A SWEET LADY NAMED BURTINE AND KELLY A GREAT ARTIST WITH DOLLS AND OTHER THINGS. THERE IS BEVERLY J,KAREN AND ANNE AND ALL THOSE WOUNDERFUL FRIENDS I HAVE,I HAVE RECIEVED SOME GREAT STUFF FROM FAITH,AND MARY. ALSO FROM BURTINE ,NOT TO MENTION THE MANY WEB ADDRESS THAT HAVE BEEN SENT WITH FREE STUFF ON THEM. THEY HAVE BLESSED ME WITH THERE DONATIONS TO THIS HEART FELT DESIRE AND GOD WILL SURLY BLESS THEM. I WISH I COULD TALK ABOUT EVERYONE BUT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH ROOM ON THIS HERE PAGE BUT WHEN IM READY ILL UPDATE AGAIN.THERE IS A SPECIAL LADY THAT I THINK ABOUT ALL THE TIME HER NAME IS PAT SHE IS A BIG BLESSING TO ME. AND SHE IS ILL SO IM ASKING EVERYONE TO PLEASE KEEP PAT IN YOUR PRAYERS AS SHE IS NOT WELL BUT ALWAYS IS THERE TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT . WE LOVE YOU PAT AND WITH THE GRACE OF GOD ALL WILL BE OK. THANKS GUYS LOVE AND GOD BLESS SHARON REMEMBER THE SUFFERING LITTLE CHILDREN WHO ARE ABUSED ALONE SICK OR WHAT EVER TRAUMATIC SITUATION THEY MY BE GOING THROUGH. A LITTLE GIFT OF LOVE GOES A LONG WAY.. | ||||||||||||||||
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